All Stuffed Up!

Well, here are the highlights so far

  • Leo and Dawn’s Wedding – This wedding really made me feel great since I knew that they were very well satisfied with our work.
  • 3rd Anniversary – cake at mandarin
  • Bebe’s bday
  • wkend buffet at Latitude
  • Rafael’s Baptism – I was only contacted by the couple barely a week before the event.
  • Wedding Expos – I have been accompanying a client at wedding expos since his bride is in the states right now.
  • Manaoag – Baguio Trip
  • Opening of our computer shop
  • Get togethers
  • Page rank reduced to zero – this one’s such a pretty bad news. Oh well. Looks like we have to work around Google’s playing god scheme
  • Camera failure

Oh well.  I hope there would be more blessings that would come my way.

Yes, I admit I’m a phone whore. On boring nights I would often try to spice it up by chatting online and find somebody to talk to. No I don’t think of meeting up and going on SEB. I find it more interesting to converse on the phone and getting to know each other. I just love putting a guy in a spot and be the center of a (hopefully intellectual conversation). If he does not know how to handle it and not up to the challenge, then I hung up. Next one please…

No I don’t do this to find myself a boyfriend. I just like conversing to different kinds of people and getting to know them. Is there something wrong with that? Although, of course, I just leave it as benefit of the doubt if they are telling the truth. Well, if they are indeed fooling me and I totally bought it, then my applause goes to you since it would take such a great actor to fool me. I know when crap is said.

I can’t make myself study. It keeps on thinking about what happened an hour ago. I’m very sad right now.

I feel very much inclined to thank you for all the wonderful things you have done for me. I learned so much about myself because of you. The year and a half that I’ve known you was priceless. Nobody in this world knows more about me than you.

I’m sad for us but I’m more sad about the fact that you deserved someone better and that you deserve better treatment. I feel guilty for having failed to give you what you wanted. I’m sorry.

I don’t know if it’s possible but I hope that when you think of me, you won’t think so much of the hurt that I gave you but think instead of the good times. I feel so guilty right now.

Thank you for all the sacrifices that you made for me. Thank you for making me feel loved. I never felt that way from anybody else. You’ll never know what you’ve got till it’s gone

It’s James’ 30th birthday today. I know he’s been looking forward to this day. It’s just disappointing that his dad totally forgot all about it and that he is not in speaking terms with his sister. Anyway, I think I was the one first one who greeted him since we were talking on the phone when the clock struck at 12 midnight.

I am just so happy for him and for all the things that he has achieved for the past 30 years. He has just opened up his own store and he has just bought a new car. Those are really great accomplishments before reaching 30. Even if he says that sales of his store is still a bit low, I know it would eventually pick up soon. His car also needs a little bit of renovation, but I know that in time it would be such a pretty car!

Anyway, happy birthday James!

My boss just doesn’t stop. He has been asking me out almost everyday and I’m running out of excuses already. I admit that if he wasn’t my boss I would probably said yes already. But then again, I would still want to retain our professional relationship. I have high ambitions in our company. It is a good company and would want to go up the corporate ladder. It’s just hard that I have a boss who romantically like me since all my promotions would be highly questionable if the rumors spread that my boss is into me. I am just really working my butt off and showing off how capable I am just so they would not question any incentive or promotion that would be given to me. Well, he has made several advances on me already but I always just treat it civilly. He has asked me out to watch a movie or have dinner and coffee. He has offered me several times to drive me home. Well, I always come up with great excuses for him not to. Anyway, I hope I get reassigned to a different boss. I don’t want to leave our company since I really it here.